Tuesday, August 07, 2007
draft match + win + drafted by me = me + fucking cool + high
sch at 8 + presentation + report + undone = me + dead
and the simpsons movie is just fucking ownage!
12:40:00 AM
byebye!
Friday, August 03, 2007
don`t think i can take it
wake me when it`s over
seems so far away
i wish that it was closer
i see you everyday
i`m too scared to go over
i wonder what she`d say
i barely even know her
eden i still h8 u
2:59:00 AM
byebye!
Saturday, September 30, 2006
fucking pissed.
got my bike stolen. yeah. went cycling then basketball then cycling again. all the way back to j8 for subway. and then arcade after that. but none of these mattered. it`s the next event that pissed me off.
it was around 11+ then when mel, adam and i decided to ride about in the neighbourhood. we came across this park that i hadn`t visited in about 10years. it looked spooky from below so i was like "let`s go do some exploring". fucking big mistake not locking the bikes and hiding them behind the tree.
anyway, we went up for awhile and realised that the place had been changed. less treeish, less rocky and less everything that should`ve blocked the view of the main road. it wasn`t scary after all. went back down to see only 2 bikes left. the one that i had lent adam and mel`s. so where the fuck was mine?
saw a malay and an indian dude who were armed to go fight sitting at the fitness corner so i went over to ask if they saw anyone taking the bike. nothing. adam said he heard the sound of a bike being moved into a lift as we were walking down the park so we decided to take our chances.
9th and 13th floor. alright. went to search from the 7th storey to the 17 storey. nothing. went back down and wanted to give up when the two dudes called for us. they saw a dark male riding a red bike away so we tried searching in that direction but our efforts were to no avail. got really pissed and finally decided to head home so here i am trying to vent all my anger out. grrr.
i`ll fuck you up bad whoever the fuck you are dude.
12:03:00 AM
byebye!
fucking pissed.
got my bike stolen. yeah. went cycling then basketball then cycling again. all the way back to j8 for subway. and then arcade after that. but none of these mattered. it`s the next event that pissed me off.
it was around 11+ then when mel, adam and i decided to ride about in the neighbourhood. we came across this park that i hadn`t visited in about 10years. it looked spooky from below so i was like "let`s go do some exploring". fucking big mistake not locking the bikes and hiding them behind the tree.
anyway, we went up for awhile and realised that the place had been changed. less treeish, less rocky and less everything that should`ve blocked the view of the main road. it wasn`t scary after all. went back down to see only 2 bikes left. the one that i had lent adam and mel`s. so where the fuck was mine?
saw a malay and an indian dude who were armed to go fight sitting at the fitness corner so i went over to see if they saw anyone taking the bike. nothing. adam said he heard the sound of a bike into the lift as we were walking down the park so we decided to take our chances.
9th and 13th floor. alright. went to search from the 7th storey to the 17 storey. nothing. went back down and wanted to give up when the two dudes called for us. they saw a dark male riding a red bike away so we tried searching in that direction but our efforts were to no avail. got really pissed and finally decided to head home so here i am trying to vent all my anger out. grrr.
i`ll fuck you up bad whoever the fuck you are dude.
12:03:00 AM
byebye!
Saturday, September 23, 2006
met up with my mom about 2hours ago. it felt different from her previous visits though. as in before they got a divorce. it felt as if i was talking to a
familiar stranger
. seemed like there`s a really huge gap between us
we used to have lunch, go shopping and go arcad-ing but somehow all that has become of her visit is to just have lunch and go off. maybe it`s cause they`ve been officially separated or something. i just felt uncomfortable spending her money. or even talking to her.
but it didn`t matter if i felt comfortable or not. we were having lunch at j8`s swensens when she took out $1000 and asked us to keep it. it was an eye-opener. not in the sense of "jian qian yan kai" but in the sense that i`ve never seen/received a piece of paper that worthed so much before. in the end, it just meant that we were trading the time we could`ve spent together for more money. that`s not the way things should be. well anyway, when it came to the bill, i witnessed the generosity of adults at its best. my mom took out cash, my dad snatched the bill, my mom then snatched my dad`s credit card. while they were occupied with all that, my uncle paid the bill. it was quite a funny scene.
yeah and my mom had gotten a new job. meaning that she`ll be able to visit us every 3months or so. just hope that we can spend more time together next time instead of just having a meal. or maybe she could even stay.
ha. i`m a dreamer.
1:20:00 PM
byebye!
Thursday, September 21, 2006
the reactivity series
Potassium
Sodium
Calcium
Magnesium
Aluminium
Zinc
Iron
Tin
Lead
Copper
Silver
Gold
starting from the bottom
Pain
Superb
Causing
Me
Analed
Zhiming
To
Lured
Cows
Small
Gay
we kept ourselves from sleeping just to come up with this. but it didn`t matter anyway. the reactivity series wasn`t even mentioned in the paper. fucking wasted precious sleep time.
1:25:00 PM
byebye!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
16 years and there`s no trust, no understanding, no nothing entitled in this father and son relationship. this i`ve concluded after conversations over conversations where you will definitely find "you have to change your mindset" in the dialogue. it`s as if he thinks that he`s always right like some totally perfect wise shit. wish i had cheatcode parents like eden/steph`s.
anyway, woke up late today like i did yesterday and didn`t like the idea of wasting my time in detention class again so i thought my dad would understand if i told him that i wanted study at home instead. well, mistake from me. and instead of just saying no he went on about being responsible and brought up some irrelevant and nonsensical issues. tried to speak my mind but everything i said was replied with a "change your mindset". eventually we both got pissed. he went back to his room, i went back to sleep.
now i understand why my mom left him. yeah harsh, i know. but what the fuck. this is the only place i`ll ever get to say this. i doubt he ever blamed himself for anything at all. things like forgetting to bring his wallet can become my fault because i 'rushed' him.
the mood for self study has been killed so i`m probably going to waste the day away doing nothing
constructive.
11:31:00 AM
byebye!
hungry.
1:03:00 AM
byebye!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
it`s a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad omen
12:58:00 PM
byebye!
Sunday, August 20, 2006
"We are currently experiencing minor technical difficulties which are affecting a
small number of users. We are working to resolve the problems as quickly as possible."
- photobucket.
mmm.. enough said. they hate me. too lazy to make the required changes so bear with it if you can. if not, =)
12:10:00 PM
byebye!